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okay so this has been a very interesting and strange week. Monday I found out that I will probably not have my same job next year. I was sooo sad and cried a lot. My job is one that I have been very attached to. I am in a position I love, working with great kids, and a partner that I can't imagine working without (we balance each other so well). But now I find myself laughing because so many other things have happened this week, I can't do anything else but laugh. Everyone around me has had such good luck this week. My aunt won a free laptop, Abraham got a random gift card sent to him for itunes, my mom got to go see OPRAH...and I loose my job! It has been really interesting to see everyone at work try and figure out who stays and who goes, at this point I just want to know what I need to do next and not concern myself with what is happening with everyone else.

In other news, Lucas is just growing too fast for words. He follows me EVERY where!!! This morning he got into the dogs water dish and then laid in it and got all wet (I was late to work). He is getting a little cold coming on and looks so miserable, my heart aches for him and I wish it were me and not him =( I can't wait for my little man to feel better. We will just snuggle and comfort each other until everything works itself out =) ~Valarie