These past couple of days have been really interesting...Lucas has been kind of a monster when it comes to taking naps. He didn't really nap for 2 days, he only slept at night, but he was over tired and a little fussy. Now today, he fell asleep at 4:30pm and woke up at 9:15pm, ate and went right back to sleep. It is so nuts cause once I think that I am figuring him out, he changes things up (I guess he is trying to keep me on my toes).
I am starting to get more and more nervous about going back to work =( Today I had a conversation with my aunt and I was telling her how am feeling. I so thought I would be excited to go back to work but I'm not, I don't want to leave Lucas. I know that I have it lucky compared to so many women who have to go back after 4 or 6 weeks (I had 3.5 months). I just still know I am going to miss him so much (I know I have probably already written about this, but I just can't help it b/c that is all that is on my mind lately).
On top of being anxious about leaving him, I am worried that his sleep pattern, or lack of one, will be an issue once I go back to work. Right now it is not that big of a deal b/c I can sleep when he naps, but during the school year that is not possible. I guess I just have to think positive, and hope that everything turns out ok. ~ Valarie
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