"Last night I saw you in my dreams, now I can't wait to go to sleep"
So with the realization that the baby is coming, he'she has been on my brain 24/7, so much so that last night i had a dream about her (I'm convinced that it's a girl)... i saw her so clearly black hair, brown eyes, big cheeks, Val's complexion, and cuter than a bugs ear.I picture her as a perfect mix of both me and Val. I woke up feeling excited but also feeling this incredible pressure. I'm not sure if I can be the man I have to be for my baby, but then again what choice do I have. Man i just hope both Val and the baby get through it okay, and I'm hoping to do everything I possibly can to help make that happen.
Even though my hormones aren't raging I still feel this crazy excitement coupled with anxiety topped with nervousness, and sprinkled with serenity...it's weird. Thanks for reading my concoction of random thoughts, i know I'm not the best writer, and i can be painful to read grammar mistake ridden mess. The clock is ticking...Well I cant wait to see my baby, and for right now that means holding her in my dreams. so I'm off to bed. good night peoples.~Abraham
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